I was at a blackjack table with a bunch of people that I know and the dealer was someone's mom. She kept trying to teach me how to play because it wasn't ordinary blackjack - there were so many more rules and bets that you could make and I couldn't keep track of it all. I also kept getting different drinks that just would appear on the table in front of me. There was a guy in the background following my every move - apparently it was an exboyfriend who still was interested in me and I was still interested in him, but we'd broken up because he cheated on me - and he also would laugh softly every time I asked the dealer to explain the rules. Then, we were at a gas stop-looking area but it actually was a party. E was there and we were talking about boys as we went into the bathroom. All these people were coming out of the bathroom soaked with water - it was hot and they decided dousing themselves with water was the best way to cool down. I was taking longer in the stall so E came in and continued our conversation. The stall was covered in graffiti. Finally, I finished and we washed our hands but as we tried to leave, this one boy who was a morphed combo of a few boys I know - the only one I distinctly remember being involved with the morph is R.P. but I know it was more than just him - came up to me and kissed me. He pulled me outside and kissed me in front of all our friends and I was mortified, especially since he had roaming hands. I slapped away his hands and broke the kiss, demanding an explanation. He seemed to be drunk, though, so I was upset that he would put me in a position like this, having to explain to everyone our secret romance. I told him that that kiss was the least romantic place ever to be kissed; even though apparently our relationship was based on hooking up, and certainly not on romance, I was upset that he would do something like this, drunk or not.

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