Friday night I dreamt that Boyfriend and I had been married for a few years. I was at a work function in the evening and S.R. was flirting with me; at the first opportunity he pulled me aside and kissed me. He said he'd wanted to do that for a long time. I freaked out and told him it was way too late for this, since I was married. The last image I saw before I woke up was from my perspective, I was driving a car down a dark, deserted road and it was very foggy. There were no houses or anything along the road, just me driving away.
I passed out during my road trip on Saturday and dreamt that Boyfriend and I were in the process of getting married - planning the wedding, getting my dress and his tux.
Last night, I dreamt that I was in some sort of indoor sports complex and I saw Fla.-J watching one of the baseball games that was going on. I kind of stared at him because I couldn't believe that he was there, but eventually he turned and saw me, too. I quickly walked away but he got up and followed me. He kept asking me how I was doing and I was trying to brush him off with sassy banter, but he wasn't put off in the slightest. Finally, exasperated, I demanded, "Have you even thought of me one single time since we last spoke?!" He kind of shuffled his feet but admitted that he hadn't thought of me at all. "At least you're honest these days," I told him as I walked away from him. Later in the same day, I snuck away from what I was doing for work (which is why I was at the sports complex to begin with) to pack up a suitcase so that I could fly back to Florida to be with Fla.-J.
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