Yet again... sigh.

Fla.-J showed up to my softball game, it was the championship game. He pulled me aside and told me how much he wanted me... he hugged me and couldn't keep his hands off me - touching my face, my hair, etc. He told me how much he missed me and how he'd moved here (don't know where "here" was in the dream) just to be with me. He recalled the first day we met, at the sports complex at our school (which in the dream looked nothing like the real thing, but instead looked similar to the library at the summer camp I went to when I was younger). One of my teammates came up to me to tell me I was on double deck and Fla.-J looked at me and said, "Don't go back to the game, I want to be with you now." I said, "But my team is counting on me... I play thursday nights, can you start coming to my games now that you're living here?" He hesitated to answer and I didnt understand why; he looked like he wanted to explain but he didn't. I went to go play but my at-bat had already passed so I ran back out behind center field where I'd left Fla.-J but he was nowhere to be seen.